Thursday, August 31, 2006
fuck lahs. sorry that i have to say that word.
but really. FUCK! im so fed upp!
what man. you think im laughing at you?
did i ever say is so funny and fun letting ppl check? huh did i.
im jus like hey you blahblah. asking and not even a haha. and you giving me those fucking attitudes
swearing all over. who do you think you are man. not happy anyhow swear isit.
pls. im not a person that let you vent anger on and swear on okay!
now you are like ya lahs all my fault can? zz ya rites
you are giving attitude. you sucks lahs now can. cant stand you anymore. always angry for no reason. siam lahs.
OF CAUSE EVERYTHING is you FAULT then what? mine? no way!
silent.loneliness@7:16 AM
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rahs. today. tchers day celebrations.
thought there is gonna be a games day. telematch
but it was raining again.
so activities cancel. even late coming also cancel. lols
then had acers day with upper sec then lower sec.
so throw face. very hot the hall.
doing some gay movement. but nvm. hahas.
ppl get back report books. but my class haven.
rahs.
tchers day was fun! belly buttons. hahas. so rocks. im gonna rock them too. hahas
yarps. mr yeo singing is bad. but nvm i still appreciate. x) hahas
later went mac with mickey they all. i jus realised our family so complicating. what ahgongongong ahma all those. so many. hahas =x
yarps. went back primary schh.
people say i dye hair paikia.
ms suppiah says i got a punk hair and she forgets my name. mslim also forget me. mayb of my hair lahs.
alot of ppl say. eechun u rmb ms lim? sure cannot cos he now dye hair paikia.
im like. wth? am i. dots.
went mac again later. play with food eat. talk. ahahs later saw yingying with her zhonghua primary fwens. rahs. went to aaron house
went home later.
weather is so cold! raining since ystd till today. weird. rahs. yarps. been drench for tw0 days.
hope tmr not gonna rain. tmr GOING to library study. x) but its in the morning. zz
i thank god for the great day he has given to us. amen.
silent.loneliness@7:10 AM
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
yes! its a wednesday! tests homeworks all over. besides tmr teachers day celebration!. no lessons no need hand up homework! yes! praise the lord. hahahhas zz. but my sep holidays are gone. sat and sun will be all alone at home. family went overseas. hahas. mon tue wed thur friday think all must go back schh! rahs. my holiday all gone. no play no fun. sadd x(((
today schh was fine. lols suddenly ahben come find me for ss cheat sheet. omg i forget to bring. paiseh paiseh cause you so much trouble. hhaas then later they walk pass my class. rongxing call me. lols. mr koh thought whats happen. so scared so worried like that. hahahas. people ask me what happen. i say ss cheat sheet. they all -.-. hahahhaas what a joke. yarps.
ended early today! hahas. went to eat long john silver. hahas later raining cats and dogs. omg how to go back sch for cca. hahas. went to hougang plaza for shelter. the rain not gonna stop. we had no choice. jingliang vivian and me. CHIONG AR CHIONG. corss the road. a van move pass. water splash on us. zz happy new year. ahas then later go in sch we are like soaking wet. jus come out from bathe like that. alot of ppl seeing. throw face man. rahs. hahas. later went for cca. slacking the whole cca. talking to leonard until he leaves. then start to train. freaking mdm png keep scolding me for letting ppl off! then say what im the leader how can like that. then later say got 2 leaders. weiyang and me. why like that. im like. hey excuse me. i already step down okay! you arse. grrr. nvm i had to endure. rahs.
tmr is teacher day celebration. had to assembly schh in sl shirt at 7am. so early got lots of duty to do tmr. rahs acers day. i dont want to do. the steps are gay man! rahs. then had games day too. im taking part in telematch. my grp got teachers. bryan justin edmund and me. hope the games gonna be fun. rahs. JAMIE choy. tmr can go home first then go out anot. i wan go back primary sch wan you know. zzz so early for what. we got plenty of time what. arse
im confuse. dunno whether she knows i like her anot. shes like pretending nth happen. or mayb she really doesnt knows? hais. hahas
father lord i pray that evrything will be carry out smoothly for tmr tchers day celebration. hahas. HAPPY TCHER's DAY! lols
silent.loneliness@4:50 AM
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
my hair got colour? as in brown? rahs
people keep saying. colour come out already.
got to dye back black. rahs. i dont want. i already dye 2 times lahs!
dye until hair spoil. rahs
silent.loneliness@3:50 AM
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zzz. today. assembly at hall. didnt go for late comer duty. got some kinda things to do =xx
went on stage. had a speech on the favourite teacher. mine was mr anba. i was like. good morning and blah blah. my favourite teacher is mr anba. the whole schh start to laugh. zz funny mehs? hahas maybe abit lahs thats what i thought too. lols.
had ss and physic test today. ss was okay. as i rite one whole chunk of crap should be able to pass. physic i forget formula again. shit. but hope to pass. GOOD luck evrybody.
after sch. acers day workout again. sians. some steps change. make me very blur. aiya. stupid thing to do. i rather dont do. lucky im just doing in the field. not on stage. like some ppl. zz lols
EVRYboday is laughing at me and my favourite mr anba. zz. is not i rite wan. people sabo use my name rite mr anba wan!! rahs
silent.loneliness@3:44 AM
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Monday, August 28, 2006
weets. its a monday. finally homework all cleared. i mean most. zz hahas.
had pe. so fun. kick soccer. stupid chinee keep pulling my shirt la. make me cant take ball =x
arse. lols. went to see the captain ball 2 sin vs 3 int. hhaa we won of cos. hahas.
rahs. darren kanna slap. hhas zz. guey nen treat me honey milk tea pei me take train to punggol. so sart. lols thanks mans. x= hahas
saw shiyun and leonard. like so shy =x hahahas. dunn0 what they doinq. go punggol don go out train. they trying to be funny. lols hahas.
went home turn on the comp and slack. hais.
although feel much lesser stress. but there is still a couple of test tmr. physic and ss.
lucky ss can bring cheat sheet. im gonna squeeze evrything inside the cheat sheet. x) hahas.
bored. feel slpy again zz.
tmr has to do the favourite tcher thingy. rahs
silent.loneliness@1:38 AM
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
hais.
tonnes of homework and test.
stress!!! .
silent.loneliness@11:24 PM
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didnt blog ystd. lols.
ystd was athenium day. had to report to sch at 7am and i haven even done my homework and really study for my 2 test. emaths and pure geog.
waited outside office to copy homework from weiyang. lols.
athenuim i pass down a shirt to weiyang. lols then later blah blah blah.
exco 2007 are weiquan teeyong denzel geokleng kenneth alston wayne and yihong. wahs.
lols. yarps
first period was emaths. test was okay.
difficult and easy. able to pass i think. rahs.
puregeog test is a goner.
frost shattering i go rite block disintegration. byebye. gonna fail lols.
went for t-t after sch. lols. v little ppl go. as sec 2 some went for a bday party. hahas
so bored. decide to leave at 4pm. with yang. and instead left at 4.30. ahas
talk at canteen. with yang mickey and ahgonggongong. lols =x so many gong. hahas x)
then went to field to kick soccer. alot of people went there. so kinda bored. lols. nvr really kick. hahas.
talk to bryan went back with bryan at about 7.15. reach home at 8. tired. zzz slp quite early. 10.30 =x yawns.
silent.loneliness@12:55 AM
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
lols. didnt blog ystd. went home quite late. zz tired.
ystd GOT athenium day rehearsal again. FORMAL wan. sort of
still must go hall for rehearsal in case wet. zz. soo sians.
later 5.30 rehearsal end!. soo late suppose to reach to watch singapore idol at 6.45 but i 5.30 jus end. reach home 6pm! eat bathe 6.15 already!! chiong go out to hougang meet argumon. by the time is already 6.30pm. and is like. totally impossible to make it on time at 6.45pm if we sat bus 74. sians. so we took a cab. peak hours plus 2 dollars more! traffic jam also SUEY LIKE SHIT. at around hougang area already 4 dollars!! siaos. reach there. $11.30 siaos. my 10 dollar gone. sobs. cant buy my bag bcos of this taxi. fuck. lols
had a fun time. jamie aisyah and shiyun like siao. then me argu there oni luff luff luff. hahahs.
later jamie father fetch us to hougang mall. argu pei aisyah go home. i pei shiyun go home. hahas.
zzz
today. after school. had acers day rehearsal again. hope pants dont split again. hahas. xiasuey.
go in 3 faith classroom for the exercise. hahas. opps. saw her =.- dots. hahas im trying to forget her. but the sight of her. ARGHs. cant. lols =x nvm whatever. hahas. zz. went home. ARGHs. tmr got 2 test. and i haven finish my emaths HOMEWORK! die
i love you.
i hate you.
x(
silent.loneliness@2:31 AM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
what a hot weather. frustrated. lols
school per normal. hahahas. PE. we hard a new pe teacher. and jac HURT my finger. x(( hahahas. sians.
literature went to the library for literature test. is like not test. teacher not there. is like a dscussion test. hahas. guanling took my fone. and kanna caught by the librarian. confiscated. suey. hahahs. i tot like shit my fone gone. then we plan to make up stories feel guilty so as to take back the fone. but who knows we jus go. auntie. sorry. and she is like. nah. your phone. byebye. takecares. hurhur. what a joke. lols
after school. went for the acers day thing. hahas. i show minghui the funny steps. and later i squart. eekekekek. PRACK!. my whole pants split. i mean pe pants. OMGOMG. whole think all spilt. one end to another end. what the hell. so suey today.
went to see choir people dance. lols. they all dance very funny. i see awhile i know their steps already. hohohos. i had talent in dancing. xDD lols. =x
went to hougang mall saw darren ann. wanted to go and buy present for jackson. with minghui and rachel. but say darrren. i ps them. go food court eat with darren. lols. and went home with him. hahas. long time never hang out with the lotus gang already. lols =x miss them siahs. ya
then went home. did the normintation for the best teacher thingy. i must write about mr anba. and i dunno anything bout him. hahas. nevermind. ms lim ask me do. i do properly let her see.
hais. bored. tmr there is still aethinium day rehearsal. sians =xx
silent.loneliness@6:38 AM
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Monday, August 21, 2006
im so FUCKKKED up with everything today.
silent.loneliness@4:32 AM
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had sch. lols.
first period was chinese. we separated class. 15 student go co room for lesson with the taiwan tcher.
lols. im IN!? and im like. omg we stupid wan must go. but got jamie. zhiyan. cant be what. later tcher say we 15 are the sort of the better few in chinese in class. so pick us out. for more ke waii lessons. im like. TEACHER. why choose me. i also not good in chineses. i think im the last few in chinese. lols. im like so tyco.
tcher still ask we all to aim A for our chineses grade. then by o lvl must A1. what the heck. i cant even get B for chinese. i think the 15 of them. im the suckist of all. hais. had chinese test too. normal. but not enough time to finish. rush through the close passage. lols
amaths test was okay. im able to pass. but i dunno how to do the LOG questions. ARHHS. i dont want just pass. i wan good marks. ughhs. later after school. went hg mall with bryan to eat lunch. talk alot of craps. =x BRYAN. i try. hahahas went back school and later went to kick soccer.
alot of people kicking today. first time siahs. hahas. and then went back home.
LOTS of homework to do. SUCKERRS.
silent.loneliness@4:26 AM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
she never reply my msg!
arghs. =x
tuition for whole day. did amaths corrections
tmr got test. studied already
i pray lord that i will get good grades for my amaths test tmr.
zz. went for dinner. grandpa birthday. was unhappy with my relative.
grr. so proud.
silent.loneliness@6:47 AM
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
SATURDAY. finally. thought of waking up late. but still have to wake up early. father brought my brother to school. and later went to collect our passports. zzz im tired still,
later in the noon watch tv. thought of going national library with chunchin to study. in the end didnt. rahs. bored. then prepare myself to go out with my mother and brother. waited waited until i slp at 1.30, woke up at 3pm then go out. in the end my brother didnt go. waste time waiting. argh. went ps. mother bought jeans for me. and i hurryly rush to bugis to meet argu.
hahaas. and later the rest. vivian wayne wenjun zuoying. hahahas. and later they went to marina bay eat. wenjun still ask me go there eat with them. hey excuse me. i dont want be extra. ahahas. all couples =x. then argu and me slack at bugis till 6.30. later i went chinatown ate dinner with my mother, argu go bishan meet ais. watch movie went home after dinner.
if only she's mine. hais. zzzzzz
silent.loneliness@7:48 AM
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ystd was a friday. had usual school. didnt know there was mass run. lucky i brought pe attire as there was cca. hahas. lucky me.
I FINALLY ran furing mass run. last year i was like always the last batch to come back. NOW i can say im one of the top 20 mans. i run run run. like running for napfa. hahhas. madd,
gave same one ice cream stick. and later i told tcher i drop my stick lost it she believe let me stop. hahahas! so go0d. i help sam and help myself. haha!
after school. had athenium day rehearsal. lols. the breifing is like so long. zzzz ms lim say need to wear cca shirt or jersey on that day! nono. i dont wanna wear. is all god damn ugly. omgosh. =x
im gonna wear uniform no matter what. rehearsal ended early. decided to go for cca awhile. lols. in the end i was scolded by coach. cos i didnt bring pe shorts and pants. hey excuse me. i wasnt prepared. he still scold me. heartless. hhaas =x
later walk to hougang mall together with argu, ais, wenjun, zuoying, shiyun, leonard, jamie, yang and me. later argu went with ais. wenjun with zuoying. leonard with shiyun. jamie i dunno? tio ps? hahas. yang and me kick soccer. injured myself and jingliang. lols
silent.loneliness@7:40 AM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
bryan oh bryan. why are we so unlucky. think im trying to give up soon. hais.
like her since febuary. hais. bryan told me i most probably no chance already. as he said. he saw they two. like playing with each other before as if they were very close. RAHHS. my heart pains. x( .
BRYAN. our lives are miserable. why some people are just so lucky and tyco. when we are not. hais. dont wanna think about it anymore.
I LOVE HER. x(
silent.loneliness@7:18 AM
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today was kinda fun and sad day for me. got back amaths paper. ANOTHER FAILURE! 18/50. grrr. but luckily there is another test. and alot of people also fail i guess. but i still have to work hard. emaths and amaths are getting more and more difficult. and i couldnt understand. AHH.
after school. went hougang mall with leonard and opps. we saw the GIRLFRIENDS. jamie aisyah and shiyun and we had lots of fun making leonard and shiyun. but we had a fun time. think they will too. lols. after that i quickly rush back to school. for ACERS day thing. 3.30pm i was late. lols. and before i go to the music i heard from outside of drums electric guitars. i was like. wow TIME to jam. but when i go inside. we are only doing the ACERS day workout. lols. those jamming were dion and friends. sians. lols
later was games day. soccer lost to the teachers but captain ball we won the teachers. had lots of fun. hahas. borrow alvin basketball pants to wear. and i can wear. this shows im fat. lols =x yarps. later at 6pm. i went home with bryan and rachel. leonard pangseh. he follow shiyun home =x lols. hahas. yarps.
AND after that. bryan and me went to mrt station there and TALK. . . . . .
silent.loneliness@7:11 AM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Damn irritating. Why my blog keep no song. ahh.
Hope is really the web or internet prob lag or whatever!
Still cant finish my homework.
is not cant. is dont know how to do.
but i think Miss Tan will be still scolding people tmr.
Im gonna be one of them again. sick and tired of this.
This whole week i already stay back everyday.
Tmr still need. For dont know what ACERS day?
lols. nvm. Better than keep staying at home studying
i SERIOUSLY need a rest! Boo.
Its not about me. Its all about you.
silent.loneliness@7:44 AM
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got back geography test today. failed again. 10/25. i got to buck up with my studys already. cannot slack anymore. STUDY hard. i believe i can do in. i can do all things that Christ strengthens me. LOLs. JIAYOU x)
hahas. school ended at 1pm. went to Long John Silver with argu jingkai junming and vivian. lols. slack over there until 2.30pm then go back for cca. stomach was not really well. LOLs. went to the toilet hahas =x
later went back cca. mdm png scold me for not being responsible. cause other people not from table tennis came to play and i didnt ask them to go away. hey please. is not i never. is i went to the toilet stomach not well. she dont understands. AND now im still wondering am i still next year cca leader? or i pass down to weiyang? or is weiyang and me cca leader. GIVE me an answer. lols because of this it ruin my day.
went back home with leonard and weiyang. bought ice cream from mac and while walking to mrt. LEONARD's mother! she scolded leonard for not going tuition. its already 6pm and his tuitions starts at 5.30pm. oh my god. went home as usual.
AMATHS tmr. and i haven DONE my homeworks. arghhs. must rush.
silent.loneliness@4:52 AM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
zzz. not enough sleep. went to school. did late comer duty, weather so hot. and being scolded by misslim.
got 8 marks over 50 for my physic test paper. hais. sad, didnt put in effort. disappointed in my grades.
i talk alot in class today. teacher keep spotting me and keep asking me not to talk.
heard from evon that someone from sec1 other country. want to jio her. heart sink after hearing what evon said. no hopes for me already. i can just give up. lols she's drifting away from me. and i didnt like it.
AFTER school. its was still raining and i thought there isn't any games day. but there is still. had difficulties finding players from my team. all not cooperative. fuck. jingkai dont want to play. no people wants to do keeper so i had no choice but to be FORCE to be keeper. fed up already.
WHATEVER. didnt like my day today. everything just dont turn well for me.
silent.loneliness@7:23 AM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
SHARON RAWKKKSS !!!!! (x
silent.loneliness@11:53 AM
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quite a simple and boring day.
had usual chinese and maths tuition in the morning till 1pm.
later at 3pm, went for guitar lessons.
later my parents and me went to suntec city to shop ya.
my father wants to buy shirt lols.
had dinner and went home.
BORING day
silent.loneliness@6:27 AM
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new blog. new life. lols. long time never blog alrdy, forget how to blog. hahas yarps
friday and saturday, went to hougang mall do cip. went to sell HI spirt. quite a good experience for me. going up to people asking to buy. ahahas. NEED ALOT OF COURAGE =x hahahas. yarps. and wow. melvin sim 3 dil. sold about 140 plus of HI spirt within 3 hours i think from what i heard. i only sold 10 bottles on friday, is like so difficult so sell. we are only allowed to sell in the second storey of hougang mall. we cant go to shops and some places selling food and drinks or else people will complain. =.= but after awhile we were like giving that heck care attitude and go around hougang mall selling whether we are allowed to anot. lols yarps,
on saturday. met minghui justin guanling and jasmine at about 10.15 for breakfast. hahas
yakun kaya toast. my family were there to EAT too! and my parents bought 1 CARTON of Hi spirt from me. wow. SATURDAY is a go0d day for me. i sold 50 bottles within 30 mins hahahahas. COOL ehs x) but later i also didnt sell. stomach not feeling so good. went to the toilet.
at 4pm sean ray minghui and me went to punggol cc to play basketball. we played match we some people over there and we were TRASHED by them
hahahahas. omg! we are weak.
later about 5pm. justin and me meet bryan and we took mrt TO expo for THE PLANETSHAKERS ULTRAVIOLET
hahahas. it was like so pack over there at expo. hahas but rachel reserve some space for us and WE ARE IN THE FRONT. hahahas. we started praising the lord. and yarps. and later hear what the pastor told us. took down some notes too! hahas. had lots of FUN. EVERYBODY JUMP AROUND IN DA HOUSE OF GOD! hahas. but justin was kinda quiet. urms. yarps.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world, he sent his one and only son Jesus and whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal lives.
silent.loneliness@6:14 AM
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