haha. hey. sianzxzx. anyway was watching soccer just now.
Singapore play with Labonane. opps i forget hw to spell the country name. hahaha.
yaynesss! singapore won 2-0. so happy for them. actually they can score even more lor.
haha and armri was super zai! haha.. thn thr was this player no17. walao! he miss freaking 2 balls.
first was he kick bt the ball stay on his leg. 2nd is he can actually 1 touch thn kick. bt he try to fake and attempt failed. -.- i called the ka neng. i means SOFT LEGS in hokkien. haha. damn.
and Labonane like totally no chance to score a goal. plus Lional Lewis like super confident also. haha. so happy (: yep
anw today gna be my last day blogging till i come back from camp.
ahh i gna misss evrybody. my house my rm my bed my pillow. ): ): hahahaha.
miss me too kay. hahaha. cause night i'm going to my aunt's hse to put stuffs and staying over alrdy so friday will be easier for me to go camp. cause her hse at jurong. hohoho.

alright enough of my crap. will be back on 3rd april, thursday.
cya guys. tata.

silent.loneliness@8:26 AM

***

oh yeah baby.
i'm happy. i've finally packed finish! yes yes! i took facking 1 hrs to pack. zzz.
damn heavy. damn. heeee.

silent.loneliness@6:23 AM

***

haha. man i love my blog song. :D i kept hearing it on radio. bt i just don't know the title.
thanks to winston. i finally know. LOL. (: (:
anw woke up today and i think i sprain my neck whn im slping. v pain la whn i move my neck. ahh.
yeah so today went to meet winston for lunch pool and thn went to sch to collect our Olvl cert. o.o
i thought got testimonial? in the end also dont have. anw if desmond nvr tell me i don't even know can go back sch take the cert alrdy lo. so noob. lol.
yeah after tht headed to winston house to play dota.
and winston, thank you again. for lending me some of his shorts and his broken shoe. LOL. cause i do not have enought shorts for 8 days. lol. thn he said he give me. not lend. wtf. make me feel like i'm one 'garung guni' waliew eh.

ya thn went home. my hp bill damn ex. gg. $90 plus. fuck. first was my calling. and thn sms. and lastly was duno what mobile thingy. i think is some kinda gprs thingy. bt i also nvr go la. wtf. duno who use my fone go also. zz. bettter deactivate the gprs thingy la. walao. waste money. and ya tingling. if you're seeing this. sorry uh. for not replying ur msg. lol. cause this was partially my reason. i know my bill gonna burst so badly this month. whoops.

ahhh 3 more days to camp! (: (:

silent.loneliness@4:26 AM

***

fuck. i just realised my camp is this coming friday.
and i'm not even prepared. shit. i hate packing stuffs. sommore this time im going for 2 continous camp. I DO NOT HAVE UNWANTED SHOES?! i neeed to pack 9 clothings. 9 undergarments. my socks able to wear 8 days. shoes. wtf? wear 8 days also. ahhh. i think i not enough short pants la. -.- damn difficult to pack man. one of the camp needa bring own eating utensils. another one don't need. FUCK. troublesome. -.- thn they dont expect me to bring the whole damn 8 days thing in my harvesack right. i will die. i needa put maybe those stuffs for my 2nd camp in my cousin house first. bt my first camp, STARTS AT 9am. wtf? how to wake up so early go my cousin house first which is at clementi. so mayb i neeeda go stay overnight at his house on thurs to put stuffs and next day i won't have to wake up fucking early.
ya and thn the first camp break at 31st march AFTERNOON. and my 2nd camp STARTS on 31st march AFTERNOON 2pm. WTF? crazy. i asked whether if i can break camp early in the morning thn at least i needa go back my cousin house to HAVE MY SHORT BEAUTY SLP. repacking my harversack thn off i go for my 2nd camp. gosh i think i will be damn shag for the 2nd camp whn evrybody is energetic and excited for the camp. aw. i'm gna die. bt i guess this will be a better way? u cant expect me to really bring 8 days stuffs and break at afternoon. awhile later start my 2 camp right. ahh.
god save me ): ): lol.

silent.loneliness@8:46 PM

***

sometimes i just think i shouldn't treat friends too well.
you might just get backfire or backstab. lol.
hmm.
anw today i went out again! bt this time with bro and friends.
bro wanted to get a cap. bt he got a beanie instead. lol so colourful
yeah and we played pool too. lala.
thn after tht i met my aunts for dinner and coffee.
ahh eat until so full. until almost vomit. ): aw.
aiya. don feel like blogging. no mood.

ANYBODY HAS UNWANTED SHOES? SIZE 8-9. LENT ME FOR MY CAMP. PLS.
I NEEED IT BADLY!! TEXT ME IF U WANNA LENT! 82888894. THANKS i love you. hahaha.

silent.loneliness@8:09 AM

***

briefing for cultural community club is kinda boring compared to SMIT camp briefing.
ahh. kinda not looking forward to the camp eh. plus SMIT continously 8 days.
i told them i have to leave on 30. bt they say 30 is the best day. and it last till like 2am. so they asked me to bring 8 days clothings thn after tht 31 next day just attend my SMIT camp.
gosh. evrybody will be like super energetic for their SMIT camp. while i'll be thr feeling very tired. sian big time. lol. yea and i made a new friend from cultural community club who also stays at hougang! his name is kienan. yeah i can go camp with him tgt (: ahh. lets just hope and pray the camp will be a fun one. no point backing out. since this is the only time i can exp camp life in poly. so just go and have fun! ;D yeah and denzel is alrdy having his camp alrdy for cultural and debating club. at st john's island. lol duno where is tht place huh. think gna be something like OBS ahh. like so fun. should have join him instead. yea. haiyo. nth much for the day.
just went home with kienan after briefing and slp. was super tired duno why. zzzzzz.

yeah. and eechun is feeling kinda sad today ): its so random.
i've always wanted to tell u something. cause i think it's impt for u to know.
but whnever i wanna say. i do not have the courage.
i'm scared.
we're not as close as we are in the past anymore.
sigh. i always wanted to find time to talk to you.
bt its so hard. u seems to be busy all the time. bt i understand.
and sometimes i feeel so dumb finding things to talk about which completely makes no sense.
aeh forget it. i don't think u will see this anyway ):

silent.loneliness@7:42 PM

***

ah. fack.
5th time! 5th time! kaicheng msg me say he heard my voice on 98.7. LOL.
its not me!! ahahahaa ! omg. so many eechun in singapore sound like me. lmao

silent.loneliness@2:35 AM

***

hey! had outing with denzel jianyong guanling and jasmine.
first was to meeeet at yakun 9.30am in the morning to have breakfast.
crazy. so early. so i woke up at 7am to prevent myself from being late.
in the end i still dozed offf and woke up at 9.30am -.- bt nvm la. i'm the 2nd to reach. hahaha.
cause i nvr prepare anything! while the rest still need to prepare to go out ma. haha thn had breakfast and talk blahblahblah.
and they went off to vivo while i went home to had myself change to meet them later.
lol. movie was 1.25pm. semi-pro. i was late? no la. late for advertisments nia. hahha i go in just start only. haha. stupid funny show. the whole show was like keep on. fuck here fuck thr. isit a nc16 show? lol. i dun even know. hahahaha. yea thn after movie they went to have ice cream at ben&jerrys. lol. at tht time my stomach super pain. ahh duno why. yakun tht time stomach pain. after tht still pain. omg. lol. maybe is due to gastric ba. this few days keep having lunch like around 4plus? thn dinner at 6? lol making me feel v uncomfortable after dinner. always wanna vomit. yeah so i was super hungry tht we decided to go superdog to have food.
here are the pics

silent.loneliness@6:42 PM

***

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DENZEL :D :D
hahahaha. so old alrdy. 17. zzz.
i still 16. hah. anw minghui nic and me shared and bought him a wallet. (: hope u like it.
hahahaah.

ah, okay. ystd and today is a uber tiring day. went sp ystd. today also went sp. ahhhh.
now i come to think of it. imagine evryday wake up go sp study. come home. will die sia. plus from my hse to sp cost $2.20. so ex. sigh.
ystd is bcos i went enrolment with pork and jingkai.
thn ahha saw michelle. my bro's ex classmates. and also saw arthur. such a small world uh.
ya and at the end of the whole tour. all year 1 ppl will have a freshman orientation shirt. white colour. so nice luh. i don't have cause tht time i nvr finish the tour thn i go alrdy. argh. i WANT THT SHIRT SO MUCH CAN. so nice.
thn after tht met minghui and nic to buy wallet for denzel. haha.

today today today. zzz. briefing for my SMIT camp.
1pm start suppose to meet denzel and dingchao at 12pm. bt dingchao overslpt! damn. so met at 1pm. lol. reach thr about 1.45pm. LATE. bt denzel's briefing is 2pm different. sian. so our venue at macdonalds. thn later walk to foodcourt5 which is at pizzahut and kfc thr. so far. might as well ask we all go thr in the first place. walk until so hot. -.- ya thn the SMIT camp facilitators all wear red. and i also wearing red. so some year 1 students thought i was a senior too. LMAO. so funny. yea so played ice breakers and stuffs. self inro. and whoa i make friends (: heh. and my sch. walao. tell u ah. chio bu alot. LOL. seniors also chio. bt dingchao course like got more. damn. sommore his course intake only 40. ahhh. good for him. nvm. i'm not bad either. heheh.
ya. do cheers. games. bt abit sian la. cause i suddenly feel like a sec1 thr. cause usually at sec sch. im the one shouting planning games. now im the camper. HAHA. just feel so weird. bt nvm la. i also miss being a camper. anw poly camps are so slack also. scold vuglarities also can. LOL.
yeah after tht ate kfc and thn took 74. to hg and later 62 home. ahhh.
really very tired. saturday still got another camp briefing. i think i'm not gna survive for the 8 days camp. LOL.

yay. later 8pm meeting denzel and i think jasmine and jianyong at hougang point have sakae sushi. (: hee.
i shall have my beauty nap first. oink. zzz

silent.loneliness@3:34 AM

***

screw friendster. forever cannot display page. -.- i think its my router fault la. =/ aha.

silent.loneliness@7:24 AM

***

hey. haha. today is the day i collect back my stuffs and return ppl back their stuffs.
athough not all is returned la. i still owe yang 23 bucks and denzel like 13 bucks too. aw man.
haha. so went for lunch with bryan.
man so long nvr see him. had a nice heart to heart talk at kopitiam. hahaha. i didn't know he also had the same feeling towards u know who ah we talking about. haha.
yeah after tht whn to have some pool with agu and him.
and wa. i keep going down and up like 3 times. first is to take my haversack from zuoying. than later second, return money to yingying. third is return a disc to rina. and fourth is to take back my clothes from serene. walau. zzz. anw i saaw uriah and leslie today. leslie look the same. bt uriah. lol cool hair man. i didn't expect tht he actually still rmbs me. hahaha. long lost friend man.
yeah after tht went to bryan house to slacked and went home.

okay. i'm currently talking to guanling now. and wa i'm laughing my asss off can.
i learned so many stuffs from her. what silicon push up. is what Hayley actually took out from the bitch's breast. is a thing to make the breast look bigger. LMAO. i mean for what . and the way hayley do is super random. like as if she knows she's putting tht thing. LOL. guanling says can tell. wth. hah and another thing what. padding for guys? i guy also duno got such thing as padding. and guess what is it? its something to make the guy's front look more well endowed. what's the front. the private thing la. OMG. hahahaha. i can't stop laughing. -.-
we need to really meet up more often guanling. only you can make me laugh like helll. HAHAHAHA. and stop scolding fuck will you. replace it with WALAO TO THE MAX! HAHA. damn. i'm crazy.

silent.loneliness@5:24 AM

***

LOL. omg. i love her hair. (:
anw i'm wondering wtf did hayley took out from tht bitch's breast. lol.

silent.loneliness@2:47 AM

***

man i love this video. Hayley is hot. whooo. (:

silent.loneliness@5:40 AM

***

ah. so today we went grandparents house and lol they laughed at my bro.
zzzz. duno what they want la. long hair cannot. botak cannot. walau.
thn they say my hair too long. going to be girl soooon. ahh. why so many ppl is saying tht.
LMAO. HAHAHAHA.
anw tmr is start school for all schools. HAHA have fun thn. i still got 1 more month to enjoy.
not exactly. 1 more week to enjoy and comes all my camps. :D :D heee.

silent.loneliness@5:30 AM

***

Hey! today went for dental checkup at 10.30am. initially they call me to go earlier. in the end i nvr. hahaha. sorry ah. i cannot make it earlier. haha. so i started to try out with my phone camera and start to zilian. omg. aiya i haven use the camera so much since i just bought the phone. zilian abit nvrmind de lah. =/ heheh

blah. reach thr. haiyo. same old thing. cleaning. checking my dental hygiene. ask me if i know how to floss my teeth. so boring. after dental went to SP to get my new lappy :D
total it cost like 1500k plus gst. GST to ex. tsktsk

yay. my lappy. Compaq Prsaro B1200. damn light and tiny, haha.
plus got one webcam at the top of the monitor. too bad u cant see it from this foto. haha.
1.3 megapix. coool eh. And initially this lappy is Window Vista. bt SP programme need to use Window XP. so they install for me. So thr are both Vista and XP inside now. i just have to choose which one i wanna use whn i start up the comp. COOOL EH. ahhaha. (:
omg. so excited.

silent.loneliness@1:41 AM

***

helllo. anw i really hate myself. hate myself for always being so late.
argh. i need someone to really scold me to wake me up. so i won't be late anymore in the future.
grrr.
so i shall start off. bro and me went out tgt to sp for my enrolment. agu tag along cause i call him. haha. sorry uh. make u run so far to dover. thanks anw (: hahaha. i know u can have ur beauty slp. haha.
took train all the way to dover. wa cannot imagine if next time i will always be doing tht. zzz. go sp. go home so far! train also so expensive. waaa. nvm. used to it can alrdy. haha.
went thr. not as many ppl as i thought. and ya from the mrt to the enrolment centre which is at the concourse. macdonalds thr. is super far. walk until leg pain. zz. yeah. so station by station i went for enrolment.
blah blah blah. and ya the rule says what no long hair etc. whn i go in. ppl dye hair long hair also can. lol. nonsense la the rule. so i also dont care. ya and comes to the making of student card.
i thought they gna say like my hair too long. got colour. cannot take photograph. haha. so i was worry. bt in the end they just told me tht my fringe cannot cover my eye. hahaha. tht simple.
so TA DAH!

my student card. aw i look so old and ugly seriously. compared to my ezlink card and IC. LOL.
face so round. so plump. ahh. fat alrdy. how how. hahaha. and my bro say not bad what unlike his. cause other poly their student card is just using any passport fotos to make. ours is take and make on the spot. haha.
thn after evrything. I THOUGHT CAN GO HOME ALRDY. bt who knows still must go through what cca camps etc. wa. damn systematic and organise la SP. evry station evry cca all must go see. so the whole thing took me super long. and i got psycho into 3 camps! 3 okay! freshman orietation camp which is on the 12-13 of april. and another is what cultural community thingy the camp which is on 28march-31march. thn later! 31march-3april is my IT camp. wah continuosly 8 days camp la. i will die badly. bt nvm. i love camps. I MISS CAMPS. i'm gna make lotsa friends in thr. (: hee.
AND YA i was suppose to meet yingying anytime before 4.15pm. cause we are watching movie! the leap years. so the whole cca thingy is take super long can. -.- thn at 3.30pm i said really la. cannot carry on the tour. must go liao. if not sure late. yingying alone leh. i cannot possibly leave her alone go in theatre right. thts freaking bad. BT WHO KNOWS tht station. THT GUY PSYCHO ME TO JOIN THT FREAKING CAMP till he talk super long. from 3.30pm-4pm. holy cow. i quickly okok cya thr sign and RUN. thr's 2 more stations i nvr go. LATE ALRDY. walau.
so yingying went in herself. hais. sorry leh. ): how uselesss. forever late for evrything. tht day meet guanling also late. thn this is my 2nd time late for movie with yingying la. haiyoooo. whats happening to me. bt this time is purely the SP fault. i also don't want to be late. guess tj was right. i'm always late. sian. so the movie was okay. not say v nice. duno why ppl say nice. -.-
thn after tht yingying went home. i went to look for my brother. SO again. i feeel super bad. I leave her alone to go home! wa. AND whn i reach paradise to find agu and my bro. they 5mins later. OKAY lets go. WTF?! if i know they all going home. i don't go find them alrdy la. i accompany yingying take train. wa. this makes me guilty again. haiyo. meet her late. go in movie thn later leave ppl go home alone. damn i'm a bastard i think. once again sorry uh. i know u sure say nvm. u not angry. BT i'm angry. angry with myself. so............

to evryone: i swear i will not be late for anything anymore man. damnnnnnnnn. BELIEVE ME okay!!! (: (:

silent.loneliness@6:55 AM

***

ahhh. why so many ppl keep saying i call in to 98.7 fm. OMG.
4th times alrdy. LOL.
thn all say my name. and the sound really sound like me. LOL
perhaps i should really try calling in one day.
muttons at midnight :D HAHAHA.

silent.loneliness@7:58 AM

***

Holy Mother Jesus. Lol.
My brother SHAVE BOTAK! ZOMG. I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!

he's trying to act like what oliver did. throw pen. oliver throw umbrella. LOL.

lmao. so cute. lol.

silent.loneliness@8:26 PM

***

hello! i'm back. haiyo how come this few days keep raining.
anw ya. met guanling today tgt with agu and wenjun.
sorry tht i'm superr late. suppose to meet at PS thr 1.20pm. in the end i late till meet at vivo 2.30pm. zzzzz. feeel so bad. ya. so superrr longg nvr meet her alrdy. so we've got like many things to talk about. HAHAHA :D too bad nvr take fotos. haha.
thn later about 3 plus guanling went off to hihs for choir? haha. thn i suppose to meeet my mum at Orchard OG. cause thr got 30% off. thn my mum wanna get me things bt she told me thr overcrowding la. evrywhr ppl. cashier also queue very long. thn ask me don't go. LOL. anw also cannot la. raining. zz. yeah. so in the end we 3 went pastamania to eat while waiting for the rest to come watch 10000bc. HAHA. so many ppl sia. total 11. z agu wenjun shawn wayne oliver czia jyeah carson edmund edwin winston and me. haha. thn we went to buy sushi in to eat. wa so expensive lo. zzz and ya the show is superr nice. haha bt i wonder how they talk. LOL. 10000bc got language de meh. haha. and after the movie oliver was like keep on talking about the show. imitating the so call main character. DALI. zzz. and ya tht DALI's gf is supppper pretty. agu and me was like keep saying till the rest were irritated. bt realy what. flawless. haha some more the name so nice. what lavendrea. hahaha. yea.
take a look at this picture.

silent.loneliness@9:01 AM

***

ahhh! gonna meet guanling later! haha.
so excited. lol. haha. hmm not much things to blog.
except tht i went out yesterday with agu wenjun shawn oliver winston.
sianzxzxz. life's so boring. ahh i wonder whn those LTC ppl gna be back. haha.
friday going to SP to make student card. zomg. i can't wait tooo. see who's in my sch.
got any pretty girls anot. LOL. jkjk.

rahhhhhhh
i'm rotting. i suddenly have the urge of going back to work at cafe cartel. ;x
and cafe cartel ystd just called my hp. and i purposely nvr pick up.
whoops. heh.

silent.loneliness@7:23 PM

***

aw. LTC today. aw rachel's at mount K.
ahhh. i'm rotting in singapore ): think rachel's alrdy at laban rata. lol.
yea and those going for LTC. have fun and takecare. have a safe trip. (:

okay. nth much to blog. except ystd. went for chalet. NO MAHJONG! aww.
no ppl bring table. very sian alrdy. and ya. my relatives also say i more and more look like girl.
zomg. i really wonder whr look like girl. the way i behave. my actions. or my face, more looks or what! WAAAAA. ): ): all say i wanna be ahgua alrdy. lol. yaya. -.-
nth much except bbq. play pool with my cousin. yup. amazingly ystd i nvr gamble!!! yay (:
i'm a good good boy. haa.
and daddy's gonna get me a new hp today. which is W910i. isit. i also duno the model actually. haha. i'm happy. i don't have to use my old pathetic phone anymore. HEHHEHEHHE :D
and my daddy gna reformat my comp !! haha.

silent.loneliness@7:06 PM

***

okay. singapore is officially a very scary dangerous country for me.
did u read today's straits times? HEADLINE AH. wa. policeman take gun shooot a muderer in outram park MRT. ohh gosh. and it happen at around 2-3pm ystd. and i was at chinatown ystd cause of the medical checkup. lucky i took train home from chinatown mrt and not outram park. if not i will witness the scene of the man being shot. oh gosh. cannot slp alrdy. thn now mas selamat still not caught. WHATS HAPPENING. so dangerous. feel like singapore gonna be sri lanka soon. tamil tigers. lol. ok. lets just pretend nth has happen. haha.

anw met oliver and weiquan to have lunch today and also pass zuoying haversack cause she needs it for LTC. ahhh. LTC. i wanna go. i miss camps. damn. nvm. have fun to those going LTC. haha. AND zuoying. YOU're VERY WELCOME :D don't call me eechun. call me ur saviour. hahah. just jk. and ya nth much. spent the whole day at home watching korean drama. haiyoo. life's so boring. and tmr thr's relatives chalet. yay! bbq time. hoho. oh ya. weiquan was super funny today. i told him about ppl mistaken me as a girl. AND GUESS what he said? OMG. the nurse must be blind. YOU FLAT CHEST LEH. zomg. nvm. this shows tht i'm really a man. hahaha! but some girls also got flat chest de what. LOL. i duno. haha! :/

to rachel chan: have a safe trip small girl! takecare and also enjoy urself at sabah yeah! come back in one piece okay. aha. next time we go MT K tgt ok! i die die must reach submit thn happy. haha. (: god bless.

silent.loneliness@6:17 AM

***

oh hello. ok. damn before i start, i shall ask. do i look like a girl?!?!
gosh. went to chinatown with my mom today to have medical checkup for enrollment of SP la
so troublesome. need checkup. so i was like waiting for my turn. suddenly a nurse came out and shouted NEXT! thn thr was only just a girl and me. thn the nurse asked the girl ' eh who came first? you or her? ' WHAT?! her!?! omggg. i turn to a 'her' awwwww. thn the girl laugh. and i said ' uh, sorry bt i'm a guy. ' thn the nurse keep sorry sorry!! waaa. damn embarassing. AHAH. bt also funny. lol. ya
after tht checkup went home. ahh. my computer spoil again. i was watching drama and POOF it just shut down and cannot switch on anymore. ): left with this pathetic comp. sianzxz. nothing to do.

silent.loneliness@12:19 AM

***

oh man. i'm getting random.
i'm starting to miss the time i had with mr goh ms lynn my friends at mt kinabalu. aww.
misss the bonding, hardwork and fun we had.
o.o mr goh says they gna have a self oragnised trip thr again this coming june. i wanna go leh. ):
anw today, woke up at 1pm!! wah nvr wake up so late before alrdy. beeen busy reading all the SP stuffs about enrolling. seriously troublesome. tmr still must go till chinatown do medical checkup. zzz.
ya thn in the evening went to watch jumper at ps with pork xt mich. ya stupid show. i dun really think its nice besides just making my eye v uncomfortable and blur. keeep VOOM VOOOM. i think the show should be call teleporter than jumper! and isn't it the same as Xmen the nightclawer. also can teleport. hahah. quite nonsense leh. tooo many jumping till i dun really like the show eh. headache. hahaha.
after tht went paradise play pool and home.
yea. so tired. i love raining.

silent.loneliness@8:09 AM

***

silent.loneliness@10:24 AM

***

u think u very great isit.
think about it la basket. i respect u as my father. did u evr respect me as ur son?
what for no reason just come inside the rm and shout at me to go in my cpf acc?
i mean for what . u suddenly come in ask me check. even if so, can u like speak to me in a nicer tone? than just barging in and scold the fuck outta me? fuck u back man. i had enough of u la pls.
say what i evryday go out play don care. i know why u shout at me. cause i keep playing even the SP enrollment package come alrdy. NOT I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY ENROLLMENT CAN?
IS I FUCKING CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT NOW!.
i only can enroll from 8th-10th march. WTF U want me to do now? of course nth to do i play la?
thn MEDICAL CHECK UP. what? NOW 11.30pm also cannot go what fucking medical check up.
and the medical check up is from 5th-15th march. which starts tmr. WHAT CAN I FUCKING DO NOW AGAIN U TELL ME? like tht u see me dont care dont care keep play THN U ANGRY COME SCOLD ME ISIT? PLS. is not i dont care. IS I DO A FUCK NOW. evrything all tmr thn can do. CAN't u just let me wait till tmr? ok i totally no mood now. sometimes u just wanna make me say i hate you sia..

bt also. sighhhh. you always make me feeel sad and regretful after evry quarral we had. is like. afterall u are my father. i shouldn't have shouted back at you. argue back even if u are unreasonable. bt i just couldn't just control my temper. and sad is tht. i always wanted to treat u well. respect u as my father. try not to make u worry for me too much. make u less angry. bt u always tend to make urself angry and just scold me unreasonably tht made me just wanna flare up tgt with you. ): i'm angry, confused and also hurt. why can't you just understand how i feeel right now. i cry badly alone in my room after evry quarral we had. YES i really mean it. cry out loud. ppl may thing crying is gay. no i totally disagree. i cry for every damn thing i'm sad about cause i believe it will make me feel alot better. so yea. DAD. u just made me cry. i'm sorry if i was really harsh on u just now. bt i just can't bring myself to say sorry whn i see u now bt give u a black face. which i totally don't wanna do tht. i can't control my emotion now. if i apologise to u now. u will nvr understand how i feel. if i continue to give u a black face. we will nvr stop the quarral. what should i do now? ):

please god. let all these stop now i beg you.

now i'm totally no mood for tmr's movie.

silent.loneliness@7:30 AM

***

okay. before i start.
happy birthday ryan (:
ok i shall blog fast. lazy. haha. ya today went ps with my aunt and mum,
we ate cafe cartel! whoa compare thr to tampines de.
i think tampines de service afterall still the best can.
lol. ya and the set lunch got SET C at PS. so my mum ordered.
and whoaaa the serving is freaking alot. is the main course those plates u know. not those round round plates. i think the serving is more than st louis pork ribs. lol.
ya thn after tht shop shop. sat down and drink coffee chat and later went off to hougang to meet agu play pool. yeah. thn ryan came to pass me thing. dinnner and home.
blah so boring. saturday got chalet again. bt i think its not gna be a nice one. and tmr gna watch JUMPER. ok i know jumper quite long alrdy de show. bt i'm lagging la. =/ heh.
and ya thinking of going genting with agu they all. hahaa quite cheap for monday tues and wed. (:

alright byeybye. ahh.

silent.loneliness@5:41 AM

***

oh yeah.
i'm officially not working at cartel anymore! yay yay.
i feeel good. anw clement also not working alrdy after next week.
oh. time to celebrate! hahaa.

omg yeah yeah. i just won like 30 over bucks at mahjong
6 rounds won 5 and zi mo 3 rounds. LIKE WTF?!!! AHHHHHAHAHHA!

silent.loneliness@12:34 AM

***

TAN EE CHUN
18!!!!, SP
baichii.eechunn@gmail.com
CHRISTIAN!
loves god. family. friends




[<3]Aaron
[<3]Afiqa
[<3]Ainee
[<3]Airil
[<3]Aisyah
[<3]Amanda
[<3]AmandaLer
[<3]Amily
[<3]Andy
[<3]Ariel
[<3]Aristotle
[<3]August
[<3]Carina
[<3]Carmen
[<3]Caroline
[<3]Charlene
[<3]Chinee
[<3]Chinghui
[<3]Chinkiat
[<3]Christel
[<3]Clement
[<3]Dawn
[<3]Dayana
[<3]Denzel
[<3]Derek
[<3]Desmond
[<3]Diana
[<3]Dingchao
[<3]EileenLoh
[<3]EileenPoo
[<3]Eleanor
[<3]Eloise
[<3]Eugene
[<3]Evon
[<3]Fangqing
[<3]Fashli
[<3]Fiona
[<3]Guanhao
[<3]Guanling
[<3]Habib
[<3]Hilary
[<3]Hongguo
[<3]Huibing
[<3]Ivan
[<3]Jamie
[<3]Janice
[<3]Jaslin
[<3]Jasmine
[<3]Jean
[<3]Jesslyn
[<3]Jieying
[<3]Jingkai
[<3]Joan
[<3]Jojo
[<3]Jolene
[<3]Kerin
[<3]Kwoonhang
[<3]Leonard
[<3]Liangjie
[<3]Lina
[<3]Linda
[<3]Linges
[<3]Lip poong
[<3]Luoer
[<3]Lynn
[<3]Mary
[<3]Mayuri
[<3]Melvin
[<3]Michelle
[<3]Mindy
[<3]Miner
[<3]Mingxiang
[<3]Mingzhou
[<3]Nicholas
[<3]Nigel
[<3]Oliver
[<3]Pamela
[<3]Porkee
[<3]Priscilla
[<3]Rachel
[<3]RayAndrew
[<3]Rina
[<3]Rowena
[<3]Ryan
[<3]Saiful
[<3]Sarene
[<3]Sean
[<3]Seowhwee
[<3]Serene
[<3]Sharon
[<3]Shaun
[<3]Shazlin
[<3]Sherlyn
[<3]Shiyun
[<3]Shimin
[<3]Sofia
[<3]SuEng
[<3]Tingling
[<3]Tzewei
[<3]Vanessa
[<3]Victor
[<3]Viewming
[<3]Vivian
[<3]Wanting
[<3]Wanxian
[<3]Weiyang
[<3]Wendy
[<3]Xiaoqing
[<3]Xiaoting
[<3]Xinxia
[<3]Xinyi
[<3]Xiuyuan
[<3]Yixiu
[<3]Yuping
[<3]Zaid
[<3]Zhiyan
[<3]Zhiyong
[<3]Zuoying


August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
November 2009



DESIGNER; lonelyME
IMAGE; just-me-miyu
rip this, u're unkind.