silent.loneliness@5:03 AM

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silent.loneliness@4:02 AM

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had sch.
after assembly. SL went to ava2 to have a talk.
about gabriel. a session for us to share our exp and to let it go.
bt i alr let it go. soo im fine alr! (:
yup so lesson per normal. so sian. thn tmr is alr pure geog prelims and science pratical.
and i dun even knw a shit about geog. nice sia.
so after sch went to eat and later went hgmall mac to study with joan rachel evon wenchong and chenglong. chenglong came to teach me geog and gave me notes.
thanks. bt i still dunno anything. hahahah i think i shall work hard so as to fail a higher mark.
haha. after tht left early at about 5.30.
sorry guys i really needa go home early today. don mean to ps you guys ):
thn chinee went home with me again. zz. i think i shall not call her tht alr la. shall call her chinese instead cus she told me mr adrian goh keep calling her tht. hahahahas. chinese. LOLs
okay i better study alr, although geog is a sub tht i totally cant make it. bt at least i try ! =))

silent.loneliness@4:37 AM

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HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY OLIVER
cheer up brother. its your birthday. don't think too much about gabriel's case alrdy.
he does not want to see you like this too ya. make this day a happy one. not a sad one (:
anw i think oliver's really sad. today their class had to write a compo on any topic.
oliver didnt know what to write. in the end. hais. he wrote the title. friends death lead to a sad birthday. and he cried. awww. pls cheer up oliver.
to 4sin ppl: i know all of u guys still cant get over with gabriel's death. bt life's still carry on.
we still needa take our prelims. o lvls. time don't jus stop here ya. so i hope all of you all will really be strong and we'll face this all together ya =)

alright today was rainy. had sch. suppose our class is to present a skit about teamwork our belief. bt i guess it was cancelled now due to the unfortunate events. hais. i hope sch will really be back to normal and believe it can. so ya. had geog in class. hais i totally no interest in tht sub anymore. thurs is prelims and i dunno a damn shit. argh. howhow. nvm larh. i think i bettter work hard on other subs (: thn ss. did the sbq. didnt manage to complete. so gotta complete it later. hahaha recess and ya chinese. did some revision paper. sat with jamie and shiyun. is like very long i didnt talk to them alr. hahahas. so yarps. maths was half an hour only. and 12pm we are dismissed. for all sec4s only. suppose today all of us dismissed at 2.30 cus of LCE. bt now 12pm. cus our father going 4 sin to do somethings. and is to clear gabriel's table, chair and his books. how sad. and chunchin pls take care. i think you are not possessed or what. you are jus too stressed up over things. i'll be there for you if u need help ya (: awww i pray tht 4 sin will quickly overcome all this lah. hais. sch's isnt fun now. evrything is not going right.
thn after sch went to punggol plaza lan with gareth yongchien and bryan. airil joined us later.
after playing 2 hrs of dota. i sudddenly feel so relax. life is not about jus studying and studying. i think is good to relax myself sometimes to play. so im not tht moody anymore like ystd. YES!
hahahahas. okay since im in a good mood now.
i shall go study my geog alr. hahahaha
cya (:

silent.loneliness@3:15 AM

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27 Aug

today, school as per normal. couldnt wake up. cus had too little slp the past few days.
been thinking alot of stuffs.
and i hate going to sch. especially 7am in the morning. cus it makes me think of gabriel.
hais. i still jus cant get over him tht fast. its jus too sudden for all of us to accept. i jus don get use to without him around. big sigh. had mass in the hall in memory of gabriel.
thn after tht lessons as per normal. bt didnt really study much today.
cus evrybody wasnt in the mood still. thn got our prelims time table again
i think its total crap. it starts on thurs. science pratical and pure geog paper 2 for dil and int ppl.
i mean is like monday tuesday wednesday no exam. bt they postpone it to sep holidays.
means during the holiday we need to come back on monday tuesday wednesday to take our paper. which is totally pointless. hais. i think i really no mood to study. bt life still carry on. arghs.
have to really get used to it. aww.
sch dismiss at 1pm. went for the mass at nativity church. first time attending such mass. so was quite blur. lols. bt it was saddening anw. almost cry. hais. geokleng cried alot. poor her. cheer up (:
after tht 3 buses came to pick us up to go to mandai for crematation. isit the correct spelling? hahas. aww evrybody was devastated. all soo soo sad. went thr.
for the last time we can sent gabriel off. evrybody cried soo badly as we walk around the coffin. hais natalie cried alot, makes me wanna cry also. so i did cry abit. thn we are like saying the hill mary thingy. sorry cus i dunno whats tht. bt i did say along. thn latr saw the coffin slowly being push inside the fire. NOOOOOOO. thts the most painful moment. i really feel sorry for janice ): ): hope she will get over it. olvl cant postpone anw. hais.

gabriel, you are dearly missed. we will always rmb you no matter what.
rest in peace.

silent.loneliness@3:26 AM

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26th Aug

woke up, went compass point to have mac for breakfast.
awww super long nvr get to eat mac's breakfast alr. haha
and 10am alr. most of the shops of compass still close. hahaas.
alright after tht went home. studied.
1pm had tuition to 3pm. so tired did some maths hmwk. thn latr evening went to the wake again.
suppose to wear sl t. bt i guess thr wouldnt be duty. so i jus heck care wear home clothes.
sat was like packed with ppl. bt sun not much ppl. only 4sin and some of us sec4s. yup.
kuanling and chinee came also. hahaas. yeah was still feeling abit down after seeing gabriel's face. aww. hopes he's enjoying life now.
okay after tht went home with chinee,
took the train. after tht didnt accompany her home. cus it was alr 10. and i don like to take bus. cus my house thr real creepy. so i took lrt, and chinee walk home herself. sorry! i think i seriously have abit of phobia of crossing the road alr. hais.
gabriel has taught us a valuble lesson.

silent.loneliness@3:22 AM

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alright. today is a sucky day. i jus cant slp starting. cus of what happen.
jus feel so afraid to be alone. hais.
so chat with chinee yingying and weiyang will like 2am?
thn i really started to feel slpy.
so whn we are conferencing. i fall aslp. hahahas. pro rite. fancy slping whn talking on the fone.
lols.
thn morning woke up. whn uncle house to pray my grandpa. cus his death aniversary or something.
yeah. slpt at his house. cus not enough slp. thn watch harry potter! the goblet of fire! its like facking long la the show. see until i wan slp again. body ache. hahaha.
thn latr i played with their hamster. so cute! it kip biting. my cousin put the hamster on my face. wtf. pimple outbreak liao la.
thn after tht sent my bro to jap class
argh i miss jap class. thn latr went home.
tot suppose to meet them early at 6.30. bt in the end we decided to meet at 7.45pm at hg mrt.
they are darren junjie raphael calynn and puaygek. hahahahas. miss seeing them sia.
lols. thn i was latest. cus they reach at 7.30 so they blame me. -.-
so went to the wake. alot alot of people. sec3 and 4 alot.
alot of 4sin ppl there. hais poor janice. i keep seeing her cry.
janice, you gotta be strong ya. nobody expect this to happen too.
thn sat there awhile. walk pass the coffin. hais. his face was like. BIG BIG SIGH. totally don look like him. fake face. oni the mouth part is real. hais.
half of his face totally disfigured. hais. i jus cant help it. i cant stop thinking of him. i really miss him.
after tht went to chomp chomp to eat, puaygek din follow. she wanna go home
so we go. hahaha junjie is an asshole la he. keep joking and play. laugh until i stomachache. hahahas. SC is suck cock all those stuff. kip making fun of initial of names and things. hahahaha!.
thn after dinner went home. hahahas saw gareth on the way. chatted .alighted with darren. and took 83 bus home. after reaching the bus stop. i always jay walk. bt this time i really seriously think. i've got phobia walking and crossing road.
so for the very first time! i took the overhead bridge. wah.
guess tonight is another painful night. i cant slp.
aww. im jus afraid i might jus slp and nvr wake up.
hais life's so unpredictable.

silent.loneliness@9:18 AM

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Today.

my finger was in great pain. i think my fingernail gonna drop off soon.
bad things keep happening this year. hais.
first was father lu. thn later melvin was admitted to hospital. bt thank god now he's alright
and today. at about 7am in the morning. gabriel was knocked down by sbs bus. and died on 7.30am.
awww. i really really miss the time being with him. especially camps. been thru many things with him. went 1sin chalet. played had so much fun. evrything jus feel like its ystd. bt today. we've jus lost him. life is so unpredictable. i really have to cherish my loved one now. anything might happen to me tmr. jus wanna say i love you, my friends my family!

to gabriel goh
may the lord be with you. i really appreaciate the time being with you.
you will always be remember, my dear brother. i love you.
rest in peace and god bless you.

silent.loneliness@5:16 AM

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22 Aug

haha. Okay blogger I think go crazy on wed. That’s why I’m blogging now. I thought only my comp can’t go in blogger. Ya, anyway im going crazy or something alr. I jus realized I go sch from morning to night for ystd! So freaking hardworking. Hahahas.
Okay lets start. First was sch. Geog thn was chemistry. Go through the pratical paper. Hahaha I think I get the hold of pratical alr. Yup thn recess. Hahaha so funny la. Bryan keep disturbing. Assss. Thn latr was amaths. Crazy!! 2hrs of amaths straight. Oh thn eng. Hahha till 1.30. after tht went hg mall eat with agu and guanling. Came back for ss mock exam.
Ok mock exam is a shit. Total shit. I studied growth of nations. There are 5 factors. Housing educaton populations healthcare and industrialization. Bt industry de is sec3. So I din learn. And in the end it came out all on industry! Oh my FFFF. I din study so I had to do sustaining instead!!!. And I din study too!. So I left one whole essay out. Im dead. I think I oni can score 20/50 for tht paper. Lols. Hais hais. Nvm.
So demoralizing.
thn latr stayed back for night study. ms micheal taught us eng.
was quite useful i think. learned skills about summary writing
thn latr yup went home.
on the way theres a guy went talking to me like. huh so late still not going home?
i said night study o lvl. hahaha thn was like. what? study from morning till night.
i said ya. hahahas thn he said he doesnt like sinagpore education system.
thn we chat and latr he said to me work hard. bt not overexert myself. evryone has there own limit! *thumbs up. wah so long nvr see anybody gave me such an encouragement. i really thank tht. (:

silent.loneliness@4:52 AM

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heyhey. haha (:
ok had lessons and stuffs. and yep Mr Yeo gonna teach us lit. as in few of us lit during the sep holidays.
my lit seriously need to brush up! ): okay thn is SS
tmr there is another mock exam. SS mock exam.
teacher say sec4 topic very very important.
guess im gonna study sustaining and growth of nations. bt the factors and points are like uncountable. hahaha. i cant take it! AHHH. alright thn recess was busy studying for test.
test was ok. i guess i can pass. hahas and yep thn LCE hahaha did nth
bt survey on PROM NIGHT! like what theme we want for this year prom. hahaha
i chosen retro 1960s. i think its sooo duper cool. imagine evrybody all so retro. haha wahhas! bt stupid guanling. keep wan oscar night. if its oscar night is like prom night without a theme alrdy rite? must have a theme tht ppl can wear special ma. zzzzzzz dunno how to think. haha shh. =x aiya thrs also another theme. Superheros! hahaha. imagine people come with superman and spiderman's costume. hahaha! yeah so fun. we all discussing about the themes and wht to wear during LCE. hahas.
yep after sch. din had lunch ): cus had emaths paper 2 mock exam. it was this year june olvl paper. wow quite diff i guess. bt i think i can get an A? (: (: hope so. wah june paper diff. i pray tht novmeber paper will not be difficult too ley. if not siao. hahaha yeah
after tht went home with chinee. yup.
joan told me tht evry monday wednesday and friday there are night lessons in ava room till 9pm? cool huh. i jus knw until joan told me. wth. so monday i already miss one. gonna go tmr. (: hee.

oh yes! my aunt went paris and bought me a greenday shirt! so greenish hahaha. bt i like it! (:
and my god mum is in germany now. aww. miss her (: hahahahas.
gtg study my social studies alrdy.
byebye!!

i jus realised i keep changing blog song. hahaha.

silent.loneliness@5:22 AM

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haha! my tutor wore so nice to my hse today, cus he needa be relief teacher in jingshan priamry for like 1week. hahahas so cute. hahas.
alright. tmr emaths paper 2 mock exam.
wed social studies mock exam.
mock exam week for next weeks prelims! ahhahaa!!

silent.loneliness@6:35 AM

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silent.loneliness@3:50 AM

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okay woke up with a bad sore throat and flu.
bt my fever is gone alrdy. lols. i feel pain swalllowing my saliva. hahas.
okok. today is very boring. basically stayed at home the whole day studying
tuition poseponed to tmr cus tutor cant make it.
yeah. study study. 4 maths test this week.
guess i only can pass 3? hahas. din really study much for this weeek. and prelims are next weeek! ):
time flies.

silent.loneliness@5:44 AM

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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MARYSA! (:
hahaha. hope u enjoy ur day.

okay lets see. yeah. ystd was totally awesome man.
eh opps nt really ystd la. its few hours ago.
cus now its 1am. hahahahas. guess i updated too early? haha cus now blogger is still 18 of august. hahas btw its 19th already and ystd, nono i mean few hours ago its 18th. haha (: (:
yeah. went out practically the whole day. shop at bugis. fireworks blahblah.
alrights shall start off. lols.
suppose to meet chinee yingying kuanling at kovan to study? bt i woke up kinda late? hahas.
so i was too tired. haha thn waited for my mum to come home from work which is like 2pm?
haha and they ask me to meet them at 12. lols how early. hahas. thn chinee called me like 10 over times and i pick up like 2 times only? hahha.
alright thn so i left home with my brother at 3pm cus he need to go for jap classs.
i didnt go cus i decided to quit cus i couldnt understand a thing. and and. my exam sure gonna flunk like 20/100? or less than tht. so i dowan waste money. bt who knows!!! i got 43/100
okay la although is fail. bt its like disctinction to me can! sooo happy. bt too late. i didnt go for today lesson. so cant join back the last term alrdy. at least can get a cert. now evrything go dwn to the drain. hais. nvm shall concentrate on my O's first (:
alright talking about jus now. ya at kovan mrt. called them to come in.
so theres wy ying chinee kuanling my brother and me. haha ya thn my bro went off at little india. and we went bugis. shop shop shop till my legs gonna break. argh. and also ya.
so hilarious and drama. zzzzzzzzzzzz don feel like saying anw. hahaha. help chinee took her stufffs. so heavy. hahas.
thn after tht they went home and yang and me went esplanade to find janice binghui soonhwee mickey vivian adrian fangyuan and choobie. yep. saw justin joanna and sharon too. hahas.
so many ppl going watch fireworks today! china fireworks i guess? and ystd was spain de? hahahas bt i think ystd was nice. hahas. yeah so we reach and was msging marysa asking whr is she. bt i dunno where's starbucks so nvm. haha. and walkwalkwalk and the weather is facking hot cus i was wearing 2layers hahaha. so went to the bridge near the merlion there. hahaha and i saw marysa and diana there. hahaha, how lucky. lol. thn walk for the bridge so long thn i finally found them. hahas. wht a nice spot. so stood there for like bloody 2 to 3 hours till my legs hurts. haha. latr huibing and haoguang came. haha binghui and me went to fetch them. yep. so fireworks started. hahahas it was nice i think for today. bt the spirit wasn't as high as ystd. cus i think ystd fireworks was really spamming alot and alot. bt today is nice bt nt v fiercce as ystd. hahas. and it was bloody smoky tht we hardly could see a thing. hahas.
so after tht was damn cramp. decided to go laupasat to eat cus city hall will be damn packed. hahaha walk for quite long till we reached. hahaha omg no space so many ppl also. so aiya we decided to go 401 opposite punggol park thr eat since its 24hrs. hahas.
so we walk one big round of laupasat thn manage to find the freakking raffles mrt. hahas. yeah.
reached hg. decided not to eat alrdy. bro went home with mh first. i pei them to 401. bought drinks and went off instead.
walao eh waited for a 62 bus kills me. about 10 bus pass. two was 74 and guess wht 7 was 147. crazy and they come all tgt. and whrs bloody 62. hahahas. reached punggol plaza. okay it was creepy. i have to walk alone in the alley, sooo far. haha. bt lucky thrs a guy walking the same path so haha i wasnt tht afraid after all. hahas. thts why i always don wanna take bus. i rather take mrt and lrt! (: so much more convienient for me larh. hahas cus the path from punggol plaza to my hse is damn far and its scary. hahas.
reached home about 12.30am. bathed and now don feel like slping ley. hahahas.
omg thrs tuition latr! i think i better go now.
will upload the fireworks foto after i got them from my friends. hahahas cus my cam spoil!

takecares people! (: (: (:

silent.loneliness@9:56 AM

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silent.loneliness@8:26 AM

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okay didnt go school today.
was still running a fever. wonder mickey got go anot.
hahahas. omg. i am like perspiring like shit.
my whole shirt is super wet and my bed's wet too. hahhaha
although the weeather is like super super cold, im still perspiring. hahahas.
nvm. this means tht im recovering (: (: hahahaha.
siaooo. used comp, so many people online!! first time sia. morning. haha
and all of them are sec1-3 hahaha most of them the personal msg are cursing and swearing at elearning. like fuck elearn so lag how to do! elearn go and die! hahaha hilarious.
okay im soo bored. thts why im blogging. hahaha. okay better go and take my mc from doc latr
and gotta study for my oral!! 2pm gotta go school for oral.
hope today's topic gonna be easy (:
takecare people!!

silent.loneliness@6:28 PM

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oh mannn. i woke up feeling quite alright i guess?
so i went school. hahas.
took medicine to prevent fever from coming. hahahas.
assembly at hall. i din even pay attention, cus i feeel so weak till i wanna faint.
argh and the sec1s to 3s don need to go sch tmr. cus its elearning day for them.
bt they gotta use elearning to learn. i think thts more troublesome hahaha! so i think tmr sch will be quite empty. hahas. (:
oh no. thn mrs wong came to talk about our olvl
asking us to make a decision whether to retake anot. hais.
i dunno ley. my chi is like some times A1 sometimes C6. is not constant. hais hais.
aiya jus retake la. try ma. (:
thn amaths. awww go thru matrices test paper i failed ): hais
thn after tht had revision on differentiation. i told mstan i was sick
so i slpt thruout the lessoon till recess. thn much better alrdy
i guess was the medicine tht make me feel drousy, feel like vomitting sommore.
zzzz. thn latr physic, chemistry at lab.
do practical. hahahas i love practical bt i think i suck at it.
thts why i go sch today. cus i wanna learn the practicals if nt prelims o lvl sure die. =/ =/
hahahas.
thn after tht went home with clement. some had eng olvl latr.
good luck guys. and i skipped afternoon lesson. passed my mc to clement help me pass to mr lai. haha thanks dude.
ahh eng oral is tmr for me.
and im the last. walao. chinese first one. eng last one. why cant i be in the middle. hais.
hopfully i will recover by tmr thn. (:

silent.loneliness@12:21 AM

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silent.loneliness@5:53 AM

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woke up with a very very bad flu.
i knw tht today isn't a good day anymore. hahas.
did morning duty.
thn so suey larh. after duty whn national athemn all sing alrdy.
went down with fangjie to parade sq.
thn whn i reach parade sq. suddenly mr anba annouced.
" you are only allowed to wear ur half u to assembly if u had Pe tht morning "
i do nt have. yet i wore. hahahas. miss tan immediately laugh at me. LOLS.
say i v suey. lols.
thn had to hand up mrs wong hmwk.
sian, did in class. mstan came in.
saw me do. asked me is it ystd afternoon programme hmwk?
i said yahh. haha i no graph paper so i have to do nw.
haha to my suprise. she didnt scold me or what. she jus
HAHAHA hurry up do larh. LOLS.
weird. i think she's getting more and more good alrdy. (: (:
had her lesson. i didnt bring her stuffs. i mean like. alot of ppl also nvr bring.
she din scold sia. haha and we finish the lesson half an hour oni
left another half an hour she let us do self studies. hahaha
omg! so good larh. and ms tan is not oni a good maths tcher. chemistry and physic also she v v good sia.
wahhlauu. lols. i ask her be my chem and physic tutor alrdy. hahahas.
after tht mr koh didnt come. did mrs wong hmwk.
latr recess do again. chem. ms zahila nvr come again. do again.
wah today is a lame day. thn comes physics.
oh fuck. i suddenly feel so weak. thn true anough. im running a fever.
thn the whole test i jus couldnt concentrate. i jus forget alot of stuffs. oh god.
and finish the paper within half an hour. i flunk this paper badly man.
hais hais ): ):
thn eng. suppose to be 2pm release
bt ms quan needa leave at 1.15 cus she has to invigilate eng olvl oral at SSS. lols.
so good. so after sch
went to eat with char jan and fy.
ate at food court. ohhhh, they say today 5th floor food court is da last day.
sadd, im gonna miss their food. hahaha!
thn after tht went home with mickey. yeahhs.
bt i went lan at pp instead. plyed one hour.
owned gareth and yongchien again. zzz. and after tht went home
sorry evon, couldnt go compass today with u. cus i needa see the doc.
sorry sorry =/
yeahh. so slpt and went to see da doctor lor
wwthhhh! 38.6. took mc. haha
dowan go sch tmr alrdy larh. (: (:
mayb friday i also nt going. shall only go for my english oral in da afternoon. (:

ok. i think i gotta go rest nw. cya.

silent.loneliness@4:33 AM

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ARGH!
i jus realised i have no graph paper larh.
die how to show mrs wong my work early in da morning?!
unless after sch still can laa
sian.
anw heard from friends tht rachel vomitted today
aww. poor girl.
takecare huh (: (:

silent.loneliness@7:23 AM

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HELLO!!
hahha today assembly had temperature exercise. haha
thn immediately after tht had class foto taking!
hahahaha i look ugly. bt i made an acheivement!!!!
i finally stand the 3rd ROW!!
bt is at da corner. so shortest in the 3rd row. LOLS.
bt nvm. at least i finally get to stand. always sit. hahahahas
:D :D
hahahas thn lesson was alright. heee i score 10/12 for my SEQ. lalalas.
so happy. i think i decided to retake chinese ba.
unless im uber confident tht my eng will at least a A2, amaths emaths 2 or 1. science 1.
if really like tht i dowan retake chi. cus my humanities lit sux and my geog is forever fail
so i think chi i better retake.
hahahas.
(:
thn at 12.45 sec4 and 5 went hall. hahahas. for some stupid stress talk.
haha and they gave one goodbag with a teenage magazine and some postcards. haha zzz.
quite stupid
thn after sch. hahahaha Amaths afternoon lesson
walao ehh. i forever do her work. she dowan check
today last lesson. cus next week is mock exam.
thn she wanna check the whole classs. about 3/4 or more than tht all nvr do the linear law
hahaha so we all had to report to her tmr morning to show her we complete the work.
zzzzzzzz, waste time plus tmr gt physic test. hahaha.
so tired,

friday's eng o lvl oral. i better, make sure and a must to get a distinction for it man. in order for an A2 :DDDDDDD

cyaaaa

silent.loneliness@3:29 AM

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HAPPY BDAY AMILY!!! (:

haha. okay today was a crap day. first lit test i fail. i dunno why tht fking mslim jus don let us pass.
so demoralising. thn chinese o lvl. what the fuck. i studied so hard and this is the shit i got?
C5 okay
nw i have to retake. cb. quit sch alrdy larh
hais.
class photo is tmr, cus nt evrybody is properly attired today. hahas.
and afiqa was coming out with an idea riting our class name for informal shot.
haha i think our class is v united sia (: (:
hahas. AND ALSO TMR IS TEMPERATURE TAKING. so rmb bring ur thermometers again. :D
hahaahs.

after schh. went to cathy with mickey jianyong yuxuan weiyang zhiyan adrian and jingliang.
hahahas they went to watch rush hour 3 while jianyong mickey and me went to catch the last show on HARRY POTTER!! (: miss da front part abit :(
sian. hahahas. it ended like 2hrs. and i think i kinda forget the story alrdy, so confusing.
hahahahas. luna is cute. and hermoine is like GOSHHHHHHH. i think im in love with her.
LOL tsktsk. hermoine hermoine can u give me ur hp no? HAHAHAHA!.
thn after tht went home tgt. on da way, thrs a guy giving flyers abit crazy.
he come out to me. BYEBYE PREFECT. wth?! haha so i jus said oh byebye! haha have fun giving out flyers. hahas.

so tired, tmr gt afternnoon programme. ahhhh.
gtg i haven done my homeworks.

silent.loneliness@4:56 AM

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wah. sian so long nvr go church le. kinda miss da friends thr. hahaha.
life is getting more and more boring.
school starts tmr.
wah holiday really pass so fast. ahhhhh.
din really study much this holiday. hahas.
plus i think tmr gonna take back o lvl chinese from wht my fwens from zhonghua said?
lols. dunno ley. jus hope for da best. :D
nth to blog, and i didnt go for caracal's gig, sorry mh.
haas. and ya.

people pls rmb to bring ur thermometer to sch tmr!! :D

silent.loneliness@3:17 AM

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:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

IM BOREDDDDDDD! entertained me!! hahahahas. zz.

silent.loneliness@10:05 PM

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haha! today woke up quite late! cus ystd slp uber late . hahaha zzz.
studied the whole morning till my brother's friend came.
played tgt. haha :D
thn studied again.
and yes! my dad came home from malaysia in the afternoon. so he decided to bring me and my mum to marina sq to watch RUSH HOUR 3!!! (:
hahahas. my bro din go cus he watched alrdy. hahahas.
so we went suntec to have our dinner first. FISH AND CO AGAIN. hahaha.
kinda sick of it alrdy. lols. thn walk at marina sq abit. wah i din knw tht marina sq changed so much. so many cool shops to shop. and thrs bowling. arcade, and pool thr!! :D next time can go thr pool. lotsa lotsa tables. hahaha. and okay here comes the show.
its was uber funny. i laughed thruout. i nvr hear my mum laugh so much b4. hahahas.
bt i think rush hour 1 2 3 story line all about same. first thrs always a bad guy and bad girl. hahaha. thn always wan kill a person. thn they have to protect tht person. and blahblah. middle of the show. some bloody horny parts. hahas bt i think its hilarious. thn latr the last part fight fight, thn is either must jump down from a building cus gt bomb or gt ppl shooting and no way out. haha, rush hour 3 they jump from the paris tower. haha wahs, so cool sia. thn blahblah the story ended whn a taxi driver who wants to have the feel of being an american. shot the old guy, i dunno da name. hahaha thn finish! hahahas. lame show, bt is entertaining. HAHAHAA.
went home after tht!
tmr gt tuition again. plus monday gt phyisc test. dunno whether wanna go for the caracal's gig anot. haissss
so stressss.

silent.loneliness@7:15 AM

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all thanks to yixiu for my new blogskin. heh (:
bt i think its kinda emo. hahahas. aiya don care la. can read good enough.
wah today really din go out. thn around afternoon evon called me and told me some stupid thing. hahaha =x tsktsk.
ya thn at night went to meet airil to play abit of lan.
thts all.
arghs olvl year sucks. how i wish time pass faster :/

silent.loneliness@8:31 AM

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happy belated bday singapore!!! :D
hahahas.
din blog ystd cus i was sorta out the whole day till 11plus.
hahas. went to city hall see fireworks.
3pm went to meet wy first. thn latr took da train to orchard to meet yingying.
hahaha. so funny la. i keep laughing. hahas.
thn latr waited for yingying friend tzejie if im nt wrong.
haha thn latr took train to raffles place to meet jy they all.
and latr is like. oh nooo. something bad happen laa. shallnt say here.
so blahblahblahs. stupid huibing esther beat ppl so pain. lols.
thn latr jy they all went themselves. thn in the end i didnt wanna ps wy so i pei them.
so the 4 of us. yingying tzejie wy and me. went to city hall the city link thr walk. find afiqa and gang.
hahas thn latr went to esplanade thr. wtf evry whr is like so hot. and full of ppl. thn ying is like so pissss. hahahas. sorry about it. hahas.
ya. walk around finding spots so tht we can see fireworks. hahaha thn afiqa they all found le. thn we 4 went to suntec first cus they wanna have dinner. mayuri came. haha accompany them. hahas ate kfc. eeeek i don like kfc. hahahas so i din eat. after tht is like 7.30 rushed back to find afiqa they all.
haha they still at tht spot. and marc came. hahas. in the end we saw fireworks! so niceee. bt we are blocked by some trees. haha thn gt one building also gt fireworks de. so weird. hahas. took some fotos. bt kinda blurr. so i think i better nt upload. latr also see nth. hahaha =DDD.
after tht we walk to city hall mrt. it took us like 1hrs!! jam like fuck can. plus so budget don on air con. make us to warm in thr. i feel like i wanna die. plus ppl squeeze thn so smellly lor. zzzzzzzz. nvm la one year one time hahaha! :D
thn latr took train to dhoby, pei tzejie and and ying wait for train cus they going home. mayuri went home by herself. haha thn ya went to vivo. ate with marc his bro afiqa and gang plus wy and me. hahahas.
i was so slpy tht i dunno wht am i doing. ahahas. my whole face was like so red. afiqa said i look as if i drank alcohol. hahahas. took train home after tht, bathe and slpt.

thn today. zzzzzzzzz suppose to go out with guanling sherlene and agu? hahas bt i lazy laa
keep going out so tired. plus nw so many ppl see rus hour 3 liao. sian dunno who to watch with alrdy. hais. perhaps tmr? hah with my parents? :DDD bt they going malaysia tmr. wtfffff.
so i be alone with my bro again. thn i will go crazy again. nvm lor. i shall study thn hahaha. =)
gtg nw.

silent.loneliness@8:39 PM

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HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE! :D
HAPPY BDAY SHIRUI AND HUILIN! (:

hahaha! singapore is 42 years old! actually is tmr laa. bt i rite nw
don care. anw
today woke up in da morning.
kuanling told me something, hais so depressing. almost spoiled my whole day.
bt i dunno whether isit true anot. dunno wanna beleive anot. fuck. i shall find out myself.
had national day celebration
sec 1 to 3 went hall to see parade. while sec4 and 5 see LIVE!
hahahas. stood with gareth. told me lots of stuffs. i finally understand how difficult isit to be part of the parade.
imagining standing total still for liek 30 to 40mins?
wtf. haha thts why today 2 scouts down. haha think is sec1 only. hahas.
and those taking flags. pity them too. cus the flag cover their face. haha. NCC flag covered Wan's face. hahahas thn asshole la he. he go make away. so obvious. ya another thing.
Wan gave comment : one check one check....... i make a joke out of this. i told him. wan check? hahah why he wanna check himself?! hahahaha. =x
thn latr went hall for concert. was quite boring at da starting .
CO too soft. thn latr choir all start to high. 4 charity dil int ppl, we are like nuts. stand up and dance with the choir. all go crazy. soon the hall all v high. LOLs. wht a joke. join da fun lor.
hahahas crazy ppl.
thn after sch went LJS to eat. with winston and agu again. hahas.
xm came. wow he changed so fast to home clothes.
eat eat eat, rush home to bathe and off i go again to rising star lan.
hahahas i was late. in the end i spent 2 hrs thr doing nth. seeing them play.
first time saw aldrin play. damn pro. haha thn i learn abit of SA from oilver. haha anw he's sick.
take care bro. =)
thn after tht pei them eat lunch and went hg plaza lan. hahas.
and guess wht. i saw haojun!! my p6 classmate. (: he was smoking. haha and he still recgonise me. haha :D
thn play dota again. dota dota dota dota. used SA. haha killkillkill. so boring. lan makes me slpy.
went home to slp. haha
haven study yet. argh i aim to finish my geog TYS by this holiday. hahas.
bt i doubt so, cus tmr mayb going watch fireworks. thn friday going watch rushhour3 with guanling they all. (:
hahahas. see how lor.
gtg thn.


hais. i hope it isn't true.
tell me what to do!

silent.loneliness@3:38 AM

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silent.loneliness@3:49 AM

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wahhas!
i jus love this week. lessons on monday and tues oni
hahahas. bt all 2pm 2.30. sian lahhs.
thn today also quite boring. hahas.
eng had some tongue twister. hahaha so nice.
u can hear some ppl read wrong damn funny.
thn thrs a word call pluck or something.
thn ppl read until as fuck. hahahas oh my sonn.
=x
thn after schh went to eat at food court with winston and agu.
hahas thn latr went punggol plaza played lan with gareth yongchien.
i owned both of them. hhaa =x.
thn latr airil came to join us. hahahas
oh my i better start studyin. tmr is lit test. follow by ss test follow by amaths test. hahahas.
no lesson bt test. hahaha! die.

awww anw i hate the prelims time table.
27-30 aug. thn break until 10 sep start again.
i wonder whts the break for. zzzz.

silent.loneliness@4:25 AM

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silent.loneliness@7:55 AM

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OHMYSONNNNNNNNNN!
this is so freaky and so creeepy.
okay this is how it goes.

ON EECHUN'S SIDE
guanling uses her hp to call eechun hse, and tell him to call her hse to talk.
okay. so eechun uses his HOUSE fone to call guanling HOUSE!
and hello. eechun shouted basket. bt guanling hang up!.
eechun thought tht guanling is either trying to be funny. or she cant regonise eechun's voice.
so eechun called using his house fone again to call guanling house fone!
and this time eechun cant get her. is not engage. bt some weird asshole tht says this number cannot be directed or blahblah. something tht eechun nvr hear b4.
thn eechun called guanling's hp, and she din pick up. hang up and 1 sec later.
a man called eechun's hse and ask if anybody called him. whn i don recall calling anybody of this number. and guess whose tht guy? he is guanling's father!! SCARY!!

ON GUANLING'S SIDE
guanling pick up her house fone whn eechun called and shouted basket.
bt she her nth. total silence. she felt scared and jus hang up.
so to check whts wrong with her house fone. she uses her HOUSE FONE, to call her own HANDPHONE, bt her handfone din ring!
instead a guy pick up and say. this is a police blahblahblah. whn she actually calll her hp!!! so creeepy. so she jus hang up. and felt damn scared. LOL!
she told her dad. and her dad tried calling her hp using the house fone. and true enough.
the police thingy pick up again. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?
so eechun and guanling started calling each other again and again to check if there is any problem.

okay gawd. im reallly freakk out man. so scary. now totally no mood to study lit liao.
LOLs. i think is guanling's house fone tht is the prob. LOLs.

silent.loneliness@2:15 AM

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hell yeah! next week is a short week
i jus realised. hahahas cus of national day!
wahhas!!! =)
and i 100% gonna fail my jap exam.
i think 20/100
or mayb lesser.
damn. hhahaha i dowan learn alrdy. i wanna concentrate on my o lvls =)
hahahas
sian been v slpy recently.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oink oink (: (:

silent.loneliness@7:39 AM

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zzzzzzz.
went kfc meet yings and gang.
hahas in the end she also nvr eat.
so i zhuo bo at kfc.
joan came. latr eileen came. thn latr ruoyi came.
chatted laugh. thn latr went off with ruoyi.
cus im going plaza meet xuanming.
called wayne to wait for me.
bt i dua pao him. 5 min like 5 hrs.
hahas
thn pei ruoyi waited for cab. thn latr saw wanxian mei,
pei her wait for bus,
haas still gt performance for national day. kelian
after tht went lan.
playplayplayplay until 10 plus. thn went home.
argh im v v v slpy nw.
so good night ppl (:

silent.loneliness@8:51 AM

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HAPPY BDAY TO MY BELOVED COUSIN AND YINGYING ;D ;D u all are old alrdy hahas.
enjoy ur days. =)

hahas. yay finally its a friday
so had mass run for sec4 and 5
hahas. chiong ah.
thn finish quite fast.
rest rest rest. thn pe alrdy.
hahas our class played soft ball again. bt a few of us go kick soccer instead.
in think softball is like kinda gay. cus we are nt professionals anw.
and we don use teamwork to play.hahahas
so boring.
so latr recess. thn chinese lesson. eng take over. so tht we no afternoon lesson (:
heh. thn maths.
geog suppose to have a relief teacher. bt in the end don have.
waste my time la.
i can go home like 1pm! wth. bt nvm so went to kick soccer with wenjun they all. yeahh .
so after tht went to eat with agu and winston at food court.
thn saw matias. haha they start asking me wht happen about tht time mid year exam tht time at mac the incident
thn i told them thn suddenly matias look here! lols. mayb he tot we are saying something bad about him. lols.
thn latr went home. haha gtg go nw. going have dinner with the bday girl. hahahas.
okay so cya (: (: (:

silent.loneliness@2:07 AM

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hello!!
=) sch was short today. hahas.
had assembly in da hall.
had some thing like story telling
was quite funny. the expression of tht man. cant stop laughing.
the wizard goes to the north, the wizard goes to the south. the wizard goes to the east and the wizard goes to the west!
hahaha!
so funny. thn cope 1/2 hour of mstan lesson. hahas
thn lesson ended at 12.30. hahas
so early. went to hand in my nyaa booklet. thn latr
mrs wong came to chat with gareth clement and me. hahas
chat for like 1/2 hour.
sian. cannot go home. hahahas. chat chat chat.
thn latr went home with gareth.
thn in the bus 62, thr is a kid. i think is abit retard. opps nt to be mean.
i mean gt some mental prob.
he board the bus and rush all da way to the back. whr we were sitting.
and his HUGE bag hit me in da face. ouch. crazy guy. i wanted to shout at him. bt i think he got some mental prob.
so decided not, poor kid. haha!
thn ate lunch at punggol plaza. hahahas.
now is 2.10pm alrdy and 3pm i gt science afternoon lessson.
thn latr after tht going out with relative at da night.
dunno whether can blog latr anot so i blog nw (:
hahas okay shit i think im gonna be late.
gtg now!

peace out =]]

silent.loneliness@11:06 PM

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haha! hello!!!
=) argh i hate even week mon tue wed.
always so longggg until 2.30, 2. zzzzzz
nvm bt tmr until 12.30 oni ;DDDD
bt tmr is a amaths and science day. plus afternoon class also science.
haha =)
okay today chemistry
aww man. mszahila like sorta go crazy? she shouted at da whole classs for not doin her hmwk.
im one of them. bt eh i dunno need to do. cus i was absent from class tht time. LOL!
thn latr she damn fed up one time. she walk out of classs even whn her class haven end.
o.o
thn physic!! wahh darn happy cannn!. i scored 22.5/30 for my physic test.
first time in my whole life can. zzzzz. i always score like 15/30 for physic. ;DDDDD
study more play less (: hhas.
crazy. thn latr eng aww man my uniform gt spilt with marker ink. all stain.
so ugly. stupid msquan ask me help her. nw i get this shit. more and more dislike her sia. eek.
bt who cares i study for the sake of myself. =)
haha after schh no afternoon class today.
so went to hg mall ate with marc jingliang yuxuan and ridley and jingkai.
after tht we went to da gym. hahas.
so many ppl. zzzz .
nw my muscles are streching all over. soooo tireddddd.
wanna slp soon.
bt its oni 7.30 nw. o.o

cya (:

silent.loneliness@4:28 AM

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