Monday, August 27, 2007
27 Aug today, school as per normal. couldnt wake up. cus had too little slp the past few days.
been thinking alot of stuffs.
and i hate going to sch. especially 7am in the morning. cus it makes me think of gabriel.
hais. i still jus cant get over him tht fast. its jus too sudden for all of us to accept. i jus don get use to without him around. big sigh. had mass in the hall in memory of gabriel.
thn after tht lessons as per normal. bt didnt really study much today.
cus evrybody wasnt in the mood still. thn got our prelims time table again
i think its total crap. it starts on thurs. science pratical and pure geog paper 2 for dil and int ppl.
i mean is like monday tuesday wednesday no exam. bt they postpone it to sep holidays.
means during the holiday we need to come back on monday tuesday wednesday to take our paper. which is totally pointless. hais. i think i really no mood to study. bt life still carry on. arghs.
have to really get used to it. aww.
sch dismiss at 1pm. went for the mass at nativity church. first time attending such mass. so was quite blur. lols. bt it was saddening anw. almost cry. hais. geokleng cried alot. poor her. cheer up (:
after tht 3 buses came to pick us up to go to mandai for crematation. isit the correct spelling? hahas. aww evrybody was devastated. all soo soo sad. went thr.
for the last time we can sent gabriel off. evrybody cried soo badly as we walk around the coffin. hais natalie cried alot, makes me wanna cry also. so i did cry abit. thn we are like saying the hill mary thingy. sorry cus i dunno whats tht. bt i did say along. thn latr saw the coffin slowly being push inside the fire. NOOOOOOO. thts the most painful moment. i really feel sorry for janice ): ): hope she will get over it. olvl cant postpone anw. hais.
gabriel, you are dearly missed. we will always rmb you no matter what.
rest in peace.
silent.loneliness@3:26 AM
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