Saturday, August 25, 2007
alright. today is a sucky day. i jus cant slp starting. cus of what happen.
jus feel so afraid to be alone. hais.
so chat with chinee yingying and weiyang will like 2am?
thn i really started to feel slpy.
so whn we are conferencing. i fall aslp. hahahas. pro rite. fancy slping whn talking on the fone.
lols.
thn morning woke up. whn uncle house to pray my grandpa. cus his death aniversary or something.
yeah. slpt at his house. cus not enough slp. thn watch harry potter! the goblet of fire! its like facking long la the show. see until i wan slp again. body ache. hahaha.
thn latr i played with their hamster. so cute! it kip biting. my cousin put the hamster on my face. wtf. pimple outbreak liao la.
thn after tht sent my bro to jap class
argh i miss jap class. thn latr went home.
tot suppose to meet them early at 6.30. bt in the end we decided to meet at 7.45pm at hg mrt.
they are darren junjie raphael calynn and puaygek. hahahahas. miss seeing them sia.
lols. thn i was latest. cus they reach at 7.30 so they blame me. -.-
so went to the wake. alot alot of people. sec3 and 4 alot.
alot of 4sin ppl there. hais poor janice. i keep seeing her cry.
janice, you gotta be strong ya. nobody expect this to happen too.
thn sat there awhile. walk pass the coffin. hais. his face was like. BIG BIG SIGH. totally don look like him. fake face. oni the mouth part is real. hais.
half of his face totally disfigured. hais. i jus cant help it. i cant stop thinking of him. i really miss him.
after tht went to chomp chomp to eat, puaygek din follow. she wanna go home
so we go. hahaha junjie is an asshole la he. keep joking and play. laugh until i stomachache. hahahas. SC is suck cock all those stuff. kip making fun of initial of names and things. hahahaha!.
thn after dinner went home. hahahas saw gareth on the way. chatted .alighted with darren. and took 83 bus home. after reaching the bus stop. i always jay walk. bt this time i really seriously think. i've got phobia walking and crossing road.
so for the very first time! i took the overhead bridge. wah.
guess tonight is another painful night. i cant slp.
aww. im jus afraid i might jus slp and nvr wake up.
hais life's so unpredictable.
silent.loneliness@9:18 AM
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