Monday, February 18, 2008
Woke up at 7am. Full of hopes and feeling excited to know about the school and course i'm in.
Oh fuck and whn i take a look at my hp. I'm dead sad at the same time angry. I can't slp anymore. Totally no mood for anything.
I'm neither happy about the school i went into nor the course.
Biomedical Informatics and Engineering at Tp.
Sighhhhhhhhhh. Bt tht was my 2nd choice. Cause my Dad want me to put tht. Bt tht wasn't what i want. I just want Maritime engineering at Sp. Bt bmy dad say not good. No use. Bt what he want me to study something i have no interest in? Thn he will like give me those fucking attitude la. Aiya forget it la. U choose urself la. Next time don't come complain to me u don't like tht course. Oh then i will have to always suck up to him whnever he attitude and FINE. i post the choices ask me to and feeling super sad. Sighh. Bt i know. My dad has the best interest of me. He did all because he concern me. Bt haiyo. u know. the feeling i'm feeling now.
Now i got this shit and i cannot do anything about it.
Cause now also cannot appeal yet. Must wait until Cop for 2007 out thn can appeal about early March. Which is like 2 more weeks time. Oh my god. What am i gna do within this 2 weeeks?
Stone around and keep whining!?!? I've alrdy no mood for anything. I'm quitting cartel also.
Waaaa. Hate tht feeling big time. Trap in the middle of nowhere waiting for the time to come to appeal. And appealing doesn't confirm me the course i want also. Maybe i'll still be stuck in tht course and i have to learn how to like tht course slowly ): I don't even know whether tht course is good anot. Some say good. Some say useless. Bt i can confirm is definitely not the course i like thts all. waaaa. My mistake!! now can appeal!! :D :D
I rather shave botak and serve NS now. Thts how sad i'm feeling now. Don't feel like studying le. Lol.
silent.loneliness@5:47 PM
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