Sunday, March 22, 2009
Yo i'm back. (:
check this out.
you like? haha. i like. ok la 3.4 gpa isn't very good afterall.
but its super good for a slacker like me! (: hee hee hee.
ok i think many many things happen. like ya working it fair. blah blah.
class outing at minds cafe.
ya. and and ok la nth much la. basically most time spent on training with my team. (:
although somethings isn't going well for me.
honestly. i felt like im not recognise in the team. somehow i keep training so hard with them bt im still so invisible to everybody. why. 10 juniors gotten their carbon. they are training as a team. while i don't feel tht im part of them sometimes.
saturday's training. was still running a fever bt i dragged myself down for training very worried tht if i didn't go. they will forgotten about me again. and thr really goes my chance for rowing for MR500. which happens in many other cases in spdb which i think im fucking unlucky.
bt in the end im still not able to row. i wonder sometimes isit i'm not as good enough as the rest? or my attendance is lousier? no. or im not the same as the others as im still using the wooden paddle? or simply ppl don't like me. yes i assume alot i know bt u will do it the same thing if u were me.
but its ok. i will still stay on. nothing can ever back me down even after all these i faced. i will still continue to train hard, stay in the team do whatever i can do best to bring SP to glory. one stroke one heart. (:
okok thts damn emo of me. off to a lighter note (:
pacing on sunday which is today a bedok. with N team Njc and RP. rowed for N team B as they doesn't have enough ppl. learned alot and everything after rowing a set 500m on their boat. their power, real FAST stroke rates and the tapering is really alot of difference compared to us sp. and i think our guys had done pretty well for the 1000m sets. yay. haha. chilled with fash at TM had pastamania and home.
tml's a monday. rest day.
CARBO LOAD PEOPLE :D
cheers.
silent.loneliness@10:07 AM
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