Monday, June 08, 2009
STRESS is the word i currently can describe what i'm feeling.
first of all
i have 4 fucking things i have to worry about.
dragonboat, projects. studying for exams which is right after holidays and 20th june performance for water festival. 8 SONGS!
currently training is EVERY SINGLE DAY. FUCK.
and rest time is like so short for me to study.
after study. i will worry for my proj how no time do. i got one individual proj sommore. cannot everything rely on my friends too.
thn PERFORMANCE. omg. shitttttt can.
plus after tdy. thrs running alr. which means. 8.30 run. about 10 - 12 row. 12-1 plus eat. back to sdba 2-4 ROW. thn go home alr about 6.
is not about running or what im complaining. im complaining cause if WE RUN. HOW TO STUDY? u know its really damn shag after all these to go home study. plus we not only have to study. projs also. wtffffffffffffff. STRESSS TTM. i think im gna breakdown soon. and i'm feeling so moodless today. just today i duno why. argh.
i'm really shag. so are the rest of my teammates. bt we really gotta push and press on and get over with these with glory at the end.
god i need u. i seriously need u to be with me RIGHT NOW and throughout the 2 more weeks, stay with me. encourage me and pull me through everything that im facing now. amen.
ps. my shoulders are breaking. omt
silent.loneliness@3:24 AM
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